Hello! It's been a while since I posted here.

Glad to hear from you again, in any case!

That much aside; sheesh, you have my sympathies—I think you’d sound like more of an asshole if you implied mental health issues were fun to have. With that said, it sounds like you’ve been in deeper ruts than I have, so I don’t think I can offer much advice; I hope you find whatever help you do need in the meantime, though…