some rambling
Monday, 12 January 2026 07:47 pmAnother rambling guess, but man… I just finished an job interview last Friday, and I honestly wanted to cry. I was so nervous that I completely forgot what I wanted to say, and it made me feel like an utter failure.

This year is already off to a bad start with Soraya Saga—the creator of Xenogears and Xenosaga—announcing her retirement. I really wanted her to be involved in Xenoblade. Still, one of the happiest things for me is that Soraya liked my tweet! I’m so happy, and I like to think it’s because I said Shion is my favorite Xeno protagonist, because God knows how important Xenosaga and Shion are to her.
Also, Handora has been living in my head for who knows how long now, and I’ve already finished almost 14 endings! You can check my side blog,
fukaimetsu , for that!! I wrote my impressions there.
Tomorrow I’m having an endoscopy. I’m kind of nervous because my GERD/stomach issues have been getting worse lately. I really hope it’s nothing serious.

This year is already off to a bad start with Soraya Saga—the creator of Xenogears and Xenosaga—announcing her retirement. I really wanted her to be involved in Xenoblade. Still, one of the happiest things for me is that Soraya liked my tweet! I’m so happy, and I like to think it’s because I said Shion is my favorite Xeno protagonist, because God knows how important Xenosaga and Shion are to her.
Also, Handora has been living in my head for who knows how long now, and I’ve already finished almost 14 endings! You can check my side blog,
Tomorrow I’m having an endoscopy. I’m kind of nervous because my GERD/stomach issues have been getting worse lately. I really hope it’s nothing serious.