Xenoblade being connected is good actually
Saturday, 26 April 2025 15:12Like, I feel people have the wrong expectations about the Xenoblade series. They think it’s like most JRPGs: Final Fantasy, Fire Emblem, Dragon Quest, Tales, etc.
Where each entry is standalone and doesn’t share a universe. So they expect every new Xenoblade game to be set in a brand-new world with no connection to the previous ones.
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Murmur - 7
Thursday, 17 April 2025 09:14I just finished AAI2 and already bought the Apollo Trilogy. Damn, Ace Attorney really hooked me so bad.
Damn, Gura's really graduating from Hololive... and the fact that her reason was due to disagreements with management and the company's direction just makes the whole thing feel iffy. You can even hear it in her voice—she sounds like she's holding back tears :( What the hell is going on with Cover???? I wonder if this is the end of the Hololive era, at least in the English sphere. Shame that 4chan is down, I really wanted to see the shitstorm in /vt/.
Been replaying FE PoR and I seriously can't stress enough how much I freaking love the worldbuilding—especially how they handle the war themes. The characters just act like real people and there’s so much raw emotion packed in.
It's honestly really funny when people get hysterical or super reactionary about incest in media. Like yeah, incest is creepy, but it’s not this hardcore fetish like people assume. It’s honestly tame, it’s like entry-level taboo/transgressive genre/fetish content. If you can stomach violence and horror, surely you can stomach incest even if you're not into it.
Also, I just wrote some headcanon about Sakiko (Avemuji)—feel free to read it if anyone who likes Avemuji is interested!
I also just bought Lao Gan Ma chili oil (black bean & chili crisp flavor), and people weren’t lying—it is FREAKING GOOD. I legit got addicted and even ate it straight from the jar LOL. To me, the black bean version is best used as an ingredient or condiment for stir-fry dishes, while the chili crisp one works better as a topping or dipping sauce. Definitely going to buy again, but I think I’ll stick to the chili crisp version since it’s my absolute favorite lol.
I lowkey want to re-read Citrus. I used to dislike it because it felt so melodramatic, but now I kinda want to give it another shot. There must be a reason why it was so well-loved by JP yuri fans. My memory of it is a bit hazy, though.
I just heard what happened at the UK Supreme Court... stay strong to all the trans folks out there. Truly evil stuff...
Gigi Andalucia is the most Indonesian-sounding Gundam character ever. It’s so middle-high class Jakartan core.
The target demographic of TCOAAL being women who are into true crime (said by Nemlei herself) really explains why the vibes are like that. Also, Andrew is 1000% catering to a very specific female demographic with very specific fetishes.
Murmur - 6
Friday, 4 April 2025 05:14Also, I just finished playing Ace Attorney: Investigations! It was such a good game, however, I feel like the final case dragged on too long. I certainly didn't expect the twist that Shih-na was actually Calisto Yew, lol. Also, I totally ship Lang x Edgeworth. Tbh, I prefer their dynamic over Narumitsu.
I also replayed Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance because it’s been 10 years since I last played it. I was in the mood for a medieval JRPG with political intrigue. Reyson is used heron goods lol.
As for Avemuji, the last episode was a great closure, though I felt like episode 12 was already a solid ending. Still, I’m glad they got a sequel in production. I do wonder how the story will turn out, though, since the lead writer, Yuniko Ayana, left Bandori… I’m a little worried after reading the director’s comments. It feels like he’s just changing things on a whim. Hope he doesn’t ruin UiSaki.
Also, I’m disappointed with the Switch 2 Direct. No Monolith Soft games, and most of the new releases didn’t really interest me. I’ve always been indifferent to FromSoft games in general, but seeing the Switch 2 game prices is just ridiculous. What the hell is Nintendo thinking, pricing games at $80–90?! Nobody likes that, especially when the Switch 2 itself is already quite expensive by their standards. Also, I hate the whole Game Card situation—it combines the worst aspects of digital and physical gaming. Seriously, if this becomes normalized, I might just quit gaming or resort to pirating. Anyway, I feel like I should invest in a PC for emulation and Steam discounts…
I also hate seeing people asking for an Xenoblade 2 remake. XB2 has aged like fine wine and still looks great! Even when it reaches its 10-year anniversary, its graphics and visuals will still hold up. All it needs is a patch for a better tutorial, no need for a full-blown remake. I’d rather Monolith create a new game instead of remaking XB2. Besides, Xenoblade Chronicles X and XB1 actually need remakes since they’re stuck on inaccessible consoles, and their graphics still feel outdated (XCX especially since it was unfinished). Anyway, I hope we get XB4 in the Fall Direct or a new IP from Monolith Soft.
Twitter become worse
Saturday, 15 March 2025 19:08Ever since Twitter introduced that you can monetize your own tweets & how you can get money by getting high engagement, every user on that site is racing to become a grifter, pretending to be a leftist/rightoid/centrist blabla & spouting the most confrontational "take" to get that sweet likes & RT.
They don’t believe what they're saying; they just get off on that dopamine of getting a high number of engagements & getting paid by Muskrat. I beg people to stop RT-ing or liking blue checkmark accounts regardless of whether you agree with them or they share similar views w/ you.
Especially, it's a fucking joke when I see leftists with blue checkmark account (with hammer & sickle bio), like... why do you guys do that? What are you gaining by supporting Muskcuck financially while pretending to hate Elonshitter?
God, legit hate this so much because I have to see their dogshit opinions on my FYP.
Now I just pray Bluesky doesn’t do the same shit. Like, if they want to have a subscription service to support their site, it better be something like a DW premium account & no "you can monetize your post" bullshit, because it's so damn clear social media allowing people to monetize their posts just does more harm & I don’t need that shit.
Again, they don’t truly believe what they're saying nor even agree w/ it. They just post it because they know it would get them high engagement if they try to "own" ppl from the opposite spectrum. Truly a fucking shameless leech.
Women representation in Japanese media thought
Friday, 7 March 2025 17:37Like, Japan has a lot of media aimed at women, with female characters as the main lead or in the spotlight. But then again, when Westerners say this, it often turns out they consume a lot of fucking shounen genre or animanga series, which are generally aimed at teen boys and have predominantly male casts. It just makes so much sense, lol.
Like, no, for real, I get annoyed whenever people say Japanese media underrepresents women, as if Western media isn’t guilty of the same thing. In fact, I dare say Japanese media is very women-friendly because you can find A LOT of series with majority female casts, female main leads, female perspectives, or those targeted toward women. Shoujo, Yuri, and Josei are right there. Even BL, with all-male casts, is often authored by women and occasionally offers unique perspectives on masculinity/manhood through the lens of women, sometimes even including feminist (A lot of BL omegaverse has this) & homophobia commentary. Like, I’m begging you to please lurk more and explore genres outside freaking shounen and mainstream stuff.
It’s not just that, even most media targeted at male otakus often has a lot of female characters in focus and the spotlight, with many well-written female characters as well!
As an otaku myself who’s mostly into bishoujo/danseimuke media, it’s bizarre whenever I hear Westerners saying, “Japanese media has a woman representation issue.” What do you mean? Anime is overwhelmingly feminine and dominated by female characters, lol.
“But it’s for the male gaze!” Sure, but there’s Shoujo, Josei, and a lot of Yuri authored by women. And even if it’s for the “male gaze” or “aimed at men,” there are still well-written female characters, and these series often focus on women. Don’t get me wrong, I also understand the criticism of male-gazed female characters, and it’s valid if people don’t like it!
But I just don’t like people generalizing entire genres and mediums as trashy just because they cater to specific audiences or dismissing them as “invalid.” Even if you’re not into it, there’s still good work out there in those genres/mediums. For example, I’ve found some compelling queer and feminist-friendly messages in trashy ecchi manga and moe anime aimed at men.
It’s also very ironic when these same people hype up Shoujo Kakumei Utena, Madoka Magica, Gundam Witch from Mercury, Ghost in the Shell, etc., as peak feminist works because they focus on female leads, even though those series are created and written by men and targeted at male demographics. (Nothing wrong with these series, btw, I love them too.)
TL;DR: If you want more women in your animanga, please read/watch works that feature women, are written by women, and are targeted at women. Also, trying to dismiss works by women just because they have a lot of male casts doesn’t make you a feminist, you’re still being sexist by undermining female-authored works, btw.
Just venting about modern Internet
Saturday, 1 March 2025 05:12Like, the old internet sure had its flaws, but I’d take it any day over the modern internet. At least back then, I had more control over what I wanted to see. Meanwhile, today’s internet just… sucks. Ever since content can became commodified and monetized, people have been churning out controversial opinions and fueling discourse all the time for engagement and clout. It’s so depressing. People chase that dopamine rush from high numbers of retweets, likes, and shares, so they keep drumming up more "provocative" or "controversial" opinions, and the algorithm prioritizes that kind of content because it gets the most engagement.
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some bit venting
Tuesday, 25 February 2025 04:59it's funny to me how tumblr of all PLACES are the only one where you can meaningful queer analysis of mahoako of all things.
yes, on fucking tumblr.
legit that site seems the only place that embraces mahoako & see the series on postivies outlook, twitter would never
if people want more coomer game to be made, you guys should support niche mid-small budget ecchi otaku games instead clinging to big mainstream JRPG dev that was backed by big publisher.
I think you shouldn't put too much stock on ecchi stuff on japanese console games these days.
Like, CERO has been getting more anal about depiction of violence & sexuality. on top overseas platform is just pretty unfair to JP games most of the time. manga, gacha & anime is unironically a place where ecchi can thriving rn.
it's fucking suck now gacha are the only gaming medium where we get most anime coomer stuff. truly tragedy.
sorry I am gacha/soshage hater lol
Found this post about CERO
And people still don't believe me when I said CERO is more Draconian lol. People are too culture war-brained & think all evil censorship is from west, while Japan has actual censorship that's mandated by fucking law. Even their goddamn porn media were still fucking censored.
Btw CERO just recently banned panty shots or camera angle that show panties for teen rated games cmiiw. It's why most jrpg girls nowadays wear spats.
I feel like Ishihara era seems to be the catalysts that CERO become stricter, puritan and demanding. Just my opinion.
People who think it bcus le evil woke forcing CERO are fucking idiot because even before culture war become big they've been getting stricter. Like i remember seeing a couple of JP devs complain about CERO strictness about violence/sexuality depictions in the 2010s.
They're just getting bolder in the 2020s now.
Like CERO brand of puritanism doesn't feel like puritan wokies but more of typical conservative Japanese boomers who despise otakus & sex in media.
Anyway, fuck rating boards, they're true Agent of Censorships.
I saw a post about how people shouldn't trust youtuber review on game too much & I am fucking agree, especially on this post
it is just like what happen to FE Engage. A lot of youtubers act like that games kill the whole franchise & the worst shit ever created. Then you play the game, it's good & fun. Sure, it's very flawed & story is mediocre, but it's not fucking bad like what youtuber screaming. Also, Engage has better replayability compared to 3H & the story doesn't make me mad because of 3H horrendeus pacing.
Also, being a trilingual is truly a nightmare. Ever since I study french, I feel my linguistic skill is getting more terrible. My Indonesian and english is sucked
I need more podcasts about people talk about Japanese game that genuinely appreciate them & it's anime trope.
It's just annoying how most games podcast I listen always being Weird about jrpg or having ''toned down'' Phil Fish-tier opinion.
''this jrpg is good because there's no cringey anime trope'' shut the fuck up!
I never trust people opinion on JRPGs or japanese games if they tried to dismiss anime/otaku trope. fuck that shit.
So saw this post about idiot execs, making a ''survey'' that game devs (read: AAA devs) wanted to know what teen what and according to their survey 75% teen don't want a romance game and want more friendships (lol).
Absolute baffling, Even if it's that true, how come their conclusion is to NOT include romance options to not alienate the remaining 25% audiences??
Surely that survey is legit & valid, not some execs making up shit.
I swear exec are truly braindead.
Romance & Friendship element in the game can fucking coexist, most Japanese games are fucking doing it.
With how dogshit current social media climate are.
Normalize writing your intrusive thoughts or /any/ controversial opinion on blogging site.
Please I beg you make a blog, make dreamwidth/bearblog/neocities.
Those sites are ''semi'' dead w/ no shitty algorithm -that put your posts outside your circle/audiences who will mad/ratio/dogpile your post because they don't fucking get your sense of humor/personality-, nobody will mad seeing your idiot takes there.
At worst, if someone disagrees with your post they probably leave a shit comment, but, the chances of getting dogpiled a la Twitter are low.
You’re basically screaming into the void & some people do ''listen'' to your screaming, but they don't give a fuck!
Blogging or journaling also helps to articulate your thoughts, forming your opinion coherently, and regulate your emotion better.
tl;dr start blogging NOW
legit, after I finally go back to blogging (I made 2–3 blogs for different purposes) it does help me a lot & feels therapeutic.
I can express myself better w/o the baggage of horde people that's outside my circle dogpiling me because they're not my fucking audience/mutuals who know me.
So far, I recommend dreamwidth if you miss old-school livejournal-style blog!
It has a lot of feature that make it easier for people to interact w/ you. Also, some socmed-like feature w/ customizing ur layout, icon, tag, etc.
Bearblog is also a good alternative if you want more ''secluded'' vibe, also has very simple & minimalistic design. Basically, if you're just there for ''pure'' blogging reasons.
I haven't used it, but according to my friends it much better alternative compared to neocities. Don't use wordpress/blogspot/ big corpo hosted site because they will feed your content to AI or sell your data.
vtuber shipping
Friday, 14 February 2025 19:18bcus..vtubers aren't fictional characters?
like hc-ing their sexual life, gender identity, or private life is borderline weird sorry.
i think this is why I am also kinda weirded when people shipping vtubers i guess....like if ppl being horny to vtubers it generally more bcus of their character design rather than the person behind it but for shipping it feels weird because they're technically real ppl despite using anime avatar?
it's veneering into RPF territory and personally I never into idol/seiyuu shipping. like I'm just not into RPF shipping lol
I can understand the appeal tho.
but I still think trying to headcanon vtubers is weird.
Also a bit of my 2cent but I think people shouldn't take vtubers word at face value especially regarding about their sexuality. Like maybe this is strictly about japanese vtuber (especially if they're corpo vtubers) because when japanese vtuber doing some sort of yuribaiting/yaoibaiting it's not because they're queer or something, but they're just doing ''Business Yuri/BL''. it's pretty common among japanese idol culture usually doing shipbaity stuff to appease fans.
I think a lot of people still having hard time to internalizing this but most japanese vtubers (especially the corpo one) tend to put up a kayfabe or different ''persona'' compared to their nakanohito (PL).
for example they might say they like girls or not interested with men but when you check their nakanohito you see they have boyfriend/husband. it happens a lot.
I'm not trying to undermine/denying some JP corpo vtubers queerness but it just...I think it best to not putting your stock too much into it.
I trust indie more because they have less chance to lie about their own sexuality.
I feel it's something about knowing how to read 2 lines I guess, the vtubers might say they're A but doesn't mean they're literally A inside. it just lip service/kayfabe they put to separate their real life identities.
You know which one is genuine and just doing business Yuri/BL. it's matter of ''feeling'' and ''skill''.
because I also feel there's some corpo vtubers that like actual queer in closet but I try not to expect too much into it.
at the end of day their sexuality/identity doesn't matter much to me. Generally I separate their vtuber self from their IRL self
Some venting
Thursday, 6 February 2025 14:17I think people need to learn to accept that sometimes, a subset of groups they don’t like might enjoy or latch onto their favorite series. Instead of doing mental gymnastics like "Uwaah, why are chuds liking this series despite it being woke?"—it would be better to just not care about it.
If homophobic people can still enjoy BL and yuri, what makes you think that just because a series is "woke/queer/progressive," chuds won’t latch onto it if it happens to appeal to their tastes? I've seen plenty of right-wingers enjoying Disco Elysium, for example.
Not to mention, there are also leftists who enjoy works created by conservative authors or works that clearly have pro-right-wing ideologies. People need to understand that sometimes, others can enjoy certain media even if its message or creator’s views oppose their own. It's normal & very common to a lot of people.
And trust me, that doesn’t mean they’re ontologically evil or secretly support the ideology present in those fictional works or being bigot. If a piece of media is good and appeals to someone’s tastes, they’ll like it regardless of the political ideology behind it or the beliefs of its author.
I’m also not a fan of the whole "this work is woke/conservative, so there’s no way chuds/wokies will like it" argument because, most of the time, it’s not even sincere. People just want to "own" the side they’re against in the culture war rather than actually caring about the media itself.
I see this a lot: the woke side tries to justify their favorite media as "woke and gay," only for it to have a pro-imperialism ideology and being a straight because they dislike that chuds like their favorite media. Meanwhile, the chud side tries to justify their favorite media as "based and redpilled," even though it promotes anti-capitalism and anarcho-socialist ideas because they also hate that wokies liking their favorite media.
Honestly, it just comes off as so damn annoying. Just enjoy the series within your own circles/terms and stop caring about which opposite side is latching onto it. You don’t need to make convoluted reasons why the series aligns with your ideology (it doesn't). I promise you'd be much better off mentally if you stopped giving a shit & it's not healthy, man.
Like, literally just block people and also learn to accept that you can enjoy media that doesn’t align with your values/ideology—and that’s fine. You’re not ontologically evil, I promise. Instead of trying to justify why *insert work/media* aligns with your views, just enjoy it for what it is.
The last part is more of a vent because I’m so tired of seeing people call certain games "communist" when you literally play as a freaking imperialist meritocracy emperor. *cough* FE3H *cough*
Fuck Wordpress,Fuck AI
Thursday, 28 November 2024 16:29I am genuinely pissed off and...so fucking tired
why big company need to shove AI at anything?
it's already bad that wordpress letting bot in to gives false engagement, (i keep seeing notification on my blog about random account that Definitely A Bot, liking my post out of nowhere & they aren't even my intended audience)
fuck this shit.
fuck tumblr too, but i cannot quit tumblr because i still like the community there, not as worse like twitter still....but prob i just reblog shit there.
anyway I will use this dreamwidth as my blog because i cannot trust any company and the fact there's no a single good sustainable blogging site is such fucking horseshit.
Microblogging and social media truly kill blogging.
I already archiving a lot of writing in wordpress here. thanks god i dont write that much.
Dreamwidth might not be perfect, and i dislike how there's no image hosting but anyway it's better alternative than other sites. i have zero braincell to make neocities.
I was planning to use this DW for archiving my fangirling and hc...but guess that was thwarted and I already make new dw dedicated to that.
Feel free to check https://fukaimetsu.dreamwidth.org/ if you want to see my hc, theory and fangirl stuff there.
I planning to use this plog for more personal thought & media review/talk
Live service games fatigue
Thursday, 9 November 2023 20:50Gatau mau nulis apa tapi gue mau nulis sesuatu yang udah gue rasain akhir-akhir ini, sebenernya DULU di DW gue pernah nulis tapi bahasanya ga kohesif dan gue belum bisa articulate properly my thought. Tapi, dikali ini I will try properly explain my thought (sekalian belajar menulis lagi hehehe).
Sesuai judulnya kalau gue lagi ngalamin burn out ke games live service atau game yang kontennya dibuat sebagai service aka incomplete games (contoh : Game Online, Gacha, mobage dan tetek bengeknya)
Akhir-akhir ini lagi banyak banget mobage or gacha yang rilis dan keliatan menarik semua! kaya Path to Nowhere ( *uhuk* gue enjoy fanart lesbongnya *uhuk*) , Reverse1999, GFL : Exilium, dan AK Endfield. tapi sayang meski keliatan bagus gue sama sekali ga hype dan biasa aja, kaya udah burn out banget ? apalagi pas tau kalau itu mobage dan gacha.
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G witch plot rant
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Mobage's Fatigue
Monday, 7 November 2022 18:06As you can see from the title I suffer from mobage fatigue, honestly' it’s really starting to make me hesitant to play. For instance, I haven’t login or playing AK for more than a month despite i am religiously playing it and always login every day.
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